When I'm tired, I don't feel like a good person. I think I'm actually not a nice person when I'm tired.
I'm crabby, irritable, and impatient. I snap at people (mainly my husband). I don't appreciate all the cute stuff that L. does (and she was really cute). I cry for no reason at all (really, no reason whatsoever).
When I'm tired I compose mean emails to my husband in my head, ranting about how unappreciated I feel. This is really silly because I know that J. appreciates me. But I don't feel appreciated when I'm tired.
I feel hopeless and helpless when I'm tired. I've been avoiding writing anything because I've been so tired. I feel like everything I write is just complaining. I hate feeling like I'm spreading negative energy.
I finally decided I'd write it down anyways in case it helps.